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|Thursday, June 26th, 2008|
dear live journal,
|Monday, June 16th, 2008|
Have you kissed somebody in the last 5 days?
i think so
Who was the last persons house you went to besides your own?
Whats on your mind?
just thinking "why did i start a fucking survey"
Listening to music?
Anything annoying you right now?
Favorite color ?
What did you do last night ?
parents went to dc.. people came over.. gary griff evan maggie guy forte and other people
Who did you ride in a car with last besides your family?
gary going to the white stripes/wolfmother show at the rock school
Whats the color of youre shirt you are wearing?
Do you have any bruises?
"i dont want to get bruised"
What were you doing at noon yesterday?
Have you been outside today?
The last text you received on your cell was from?
Are you wearing any jewelry?
nipple rights (ohh, by the way journal, i got my nipples pierced a few moths ago)
The last place you went to?
Who/ What made you upset today?
Do you sing in the shower?
if something good is on the radio
Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
all the time
How did you and your number 1 become friends?
my number one?
What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
Do you know anyone that is currently locked up?
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
When is the last time you took a nap?
no idea, naps fuck me up
What was on your mind mostly today?
Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
my own and it was awesome.. i got the spins, and laying there was amazing
Do you like winter time?
Do you own uggs?
What are you excited for?
Do you like to cuddle?
depends on who its with.
well, journal, that survey wasnt too bad. uhh,, so how are things? uhh.... i should like update this thing i suppose. well, its summer time again. and thats okay, except when its really hot, and im not in air conditioning. its a good thing that a.c exists. this summer is an awesome concert season. i already saw stp, with a bunch of people, like 13 people, tail gating, it was an awesome time, and more resently i saw the roots picnic with gnarls barkley, i went with my sister and we ran into brandon lynch and his girlfriend, and weirdly enough my sister went to school with her, and we ended up hanging out the entire time we were at the concert. im going to see stp again in august with my mom aunt patty and cara, my dad told my mom to get tickets so he can drive us down and he can gamble, since its at the borgata. im also going to see mother fucking radiohead, its going to be an incredible fucking time. shit, and on top all that im going to see snoop and 311. mission of burma is coming again, and i wanted to go with carr and gina, but i think im going to be in vancouver. ...r.e.m. is this week, im unfortunately not going.
well,, speaking of vancouver, im going like next week. my dad's nominated to be vice president or something of the international association for health care security and safety (or something like that) were gonna take a helicopter to an island, then take a boat and go whale watching in alaska.. shits gonna be insane.
speaking of security, i think i might be getting a job at pa hosp doing security like next month. thats a job ass job.
uhh.. ohh, and im going to outer banks this year, its going to be insane.. 25 people attending, mansion, beach, hot tube, awe man, i cant wait.
i think thats all i have to say.
thank you, and goodnight Current Mood: discontent
|Friday, May 2nd, 2008|
dear live journal,
when meeting joe, you're first reaction is "wow!" joe usually find himselves in the center of attention. you're instant impression is of someone exciting, talkative, and vibrant. others will be lucky to get a word in edgewise. he has an upbeat, magnetic personality and constantly seek excitement.
joe always exhibits child like mannerisms and is constantly rediscovering life's treasures. he is optimistic and lively and appreciates the same qualities in others. he has strong organizational skills and is rarely dictatorial. if he is in an leadership role, he invites the opinions of others to the point that it's sometimes hard to make decisions for the group.
joe demands a lot of attention from his friends and mate. those who personally interact with him would be wise to leave him his freedom to act and be themselves without placing restrictions. a wise choice for a mate is someone down to earth, has a good sense of humor, and puts things into perspective. friends would be warned of taking joe's friendship for granted for they will find themselves pushed out the door.
he has a well deserved reputation for not finishing what was began. patience is lost quickly and he spends his energy in too many directions, often riding out in many directions at once. joe has a tendency to be self involved. unless he can make an effort to empathize with others and their feelings, he can become a spoiled brat.
having an aggressive outlook on life, whatever the problem an answer is waiting. he's admired for his honesty and integrity and doesn't gloss over details. inside he is often anxious and worries about how he will handle everything.
joe tends to be lucky with money, but can't hold on to it. he tends to live extravagantly and run up big bills soaring overbudget. also, he has too much pride to remain in debt with your friends.
in matters of love, faint hearts never win fair joe. tell him how much you admire him right from the beginning. he feels he deserves it. but, be careful - he can always spot in insincerity. he's an enthusiastic sports fans, even if he doesn't know much about the game. joe tends to act out sexual fantasies. the minute he finds himself daydreaming about a sexual situation, he will set out to make it a reality and can be as subtle as a butting ram. he has no control over his passion and when he wants you - he wants you.
|Thursday, May 1st, 2008|
|what the fuck
dear live journal,
so, this morning i was woken up by my grandmas dog barking, then instinctually got ready for work and went out the door.
pulled into the ardmore center and wondered why theres no cars.. looked at my clock and realized its 7:25 in the morning. i dont have to be in work till 11:30.
how the fuck does that happen?
|Thursday, April 24th, 2008|
hello there journal.
i should write in you more.
not right now. i've to get up for work in the am.
|Wednesday, June 20th, 2007|
|why hello hello.
dear live journal,
its been a while, how are the kids?
what to say? what to say? well, my life. where its at right now. keggers, 6 nights a week, and the other night is usually a show, or just getting real stoned. i'm living a teen movie right now. its like the fucking time of my life or some shit.
sorry if my writting isnt up to par with my normal psycho-bable. im pretty full right now, i was eating some pizza with jack in my backyard. jack is loud as fuck, i felt like my neighbors could hear, i know my mom had to of heard him. we ate alot of pizza, he and i.
i have a journal of my own. one that i acctually write in. its getting pretty cool. not much to go back and read yet though; 14 pages describing a certain experiment that literally changed my life forever, lyrics, a couple ideas that might make me a billionair, that sort of shit. i think it will be cool to read when im older, possibly publish, or get ideas for books to write from them
i want to be in a band. i went and saw eriks band for the second time tonight, and they were good. i also saw anthro-apologie for the second time, they were also good. they just make me realise i need a band. for about a week i thought i wanted to be in inner combustion, but then i realised, i couldnt be, i need to start my own band. i need to be the "pat" of my own band. i need to be a lead singer or a "frontman", if you will.
my neck hurts.
im too full to type, i cant really pay attention. and my neck hurts.
im going to find food, and something to drink, and then eat pizza at 4:20 with the new bong erik bought today. i think its name is jack. after jack white kinda. ..we got it today, (the same day icky thump came out ((when i read this later im going to think, "man, icky thump is such a great album, he wrote this the day it came out, and hes talking about how great it is, man it really is a great album" i dont know all the songs yet, you (yes you, in the future) know them all by heart im sure, im jealous, i cant wait till i know them all))
but yeah, i better get going
|Friday, September 22nd, 2006|
alright well, yeah, as the title implys this is going to be a quick update.
-im watching american psycho.
-sean clark is jon erik and brennin's replacement, thats pretty entertaining.
-college is alright.
-i really like my audio recording class
-the cell phone buisness sucks.
-i think im gonna switch over to the toy industry.
-i dont know what im gonna do with all my buisness cards.
-i like sammi, its a shame her dad wants to kill me.
-i hope shes allowed to take me to twilight. FISHIES!!!!!
-i really want to dance with the fishies, and suckering someone else into taking me seems like alot of work.
-ive been experimenting with many drugs.
-bad drugs. like the kind you dont want to do.
-wii is going to kick ass.
- i cant wait for it.
-im going to be moving out soon.
-crashing my car was awsome, i love having my moms. its such an awsome car.
-its black. how i like them.
"what if she came while we were inside"
"well, thats how it usually happens"
-so, i have work tomorrow, i think im gonna tell my boss im looking for a new job,
-i really want to dance with the fishies.
-people should stop being in school. nights are so boring now that people are in school.
-i miss people.
-i dont know what else to say
-i know there has to be more going on in my life.
-a.c. was fun hoo-rah!!
-amandalynn is one annoying drunk (i found that out tonight)
-christain bale is hot
-i need to get a 30 inch monitor for my computer. it would be convient. i think ill hook up a not 30 inch one for now.
ill update again later.
-joe Current Mood: uncomfortable
|Tuesday, August 29th, 2006|
if i havnt been having such an awsome time hanging out with everyone the past couple weeks id probably kill myself.
but anyway.. i love my mechanic, because he always tells me the worst case senario, first im lucky if my car wasnt totaled, then it was 1000 to fix, then 700, then 500, and its done today, and its only 415. still 415 that i dont have. but atleast i have my car.
so yeah, first day of higher education, and honestly, college blows. dont ever go. but it was also my first day. and it was raining really hard. p.s. books were 345. more money i dont have.
and my dad still wants to kick me out. he thinks im a drug addict and the only reason i got in the accident was because i was high, and i was going to get some excstacy and weed from my cousin. which was true, but he dosnt need to know that. my dads rediculous,,, he was like "hes does excstacy so much that he calls it e." and ive called it e, so that makes me a drug addict.
well, anyways, i have my car, so i can move the fuck out now. thank god.
all i need to do is find a place to live, and find some moneys.
two days ago i thought my life was fucked. but now it seems to be looking up. all i need is to figure out a way to stop wasting money.
in other news sean told me that dennys was closed last night. what the fuck is that? next thing you know walmart will be closed.
it feels good to finally really be rid of the woman. i dont know why i didnt really end it the first time we "broke up." she seems to be having fun, so good for her. im glad all the bull shit of "staying friends" is over. i dont need any needy stuck-up friends. erik is enough, even when hes 300 miles away. (i have no idea how far dc is)
i really am addicted to cigarettes now. its not good, especially since i have all this time between classes. ohh well, it passes the time, and i look cool.
speaking of smoking, im gonna try to stop smoking weed till im out of this house ..which will hopefully be soon... thres a kid who was in my first two classes who wants to share a blunt between classes, so thats a good alternative to cigarettes. i dont know what im gonna do when it comes to that.
i also noticed a recurring theme with girls i cant stand, which wouldnt really be nice to mention in my live journal.
wow, i just got a call from the tow truck driver that i went to dennys with. he asked me about my car, and about my dads attempts to kick me out. then he was talking about how he wants to get out of his moms house, and how he needs to find a room mate. i think he was hinting that he wants to be a room mate with me. not gonna like, thats kinda weird.
is it weird that in my business class, he called out the name rothrock, and i was exited that matt would be in my class? no one said here when he called his name.. if thats not weird its probably weird that when i really hot girl walked in the class i was let down that it wasnt him.
the only thing that sucks right now is my 11 o'clock curfew on week days... which probably is a good thing so i can get some sleep before work and school. plus all the youngins are going back to school, so theres less people to randomly go to walmart, dennys, sonic late at night with. and less girls to deliver wawa and taco bell to at night... well i still could deliver it to them i guess, but really they should be asleep. you know with school and all.
man, being an adult is sweet now.
|Monday, July 10th, 2006|
it's late, i'm upset, and i really don't want to go to work in a few hours.
i really, really don't. i feel like thats all i've been doing lately. luckly friday, thiis chick comes back, which means i woln't have to work as many hours, but that also means i'll have less money. speaking of money, i'm making a lot of it, and i have none, or little to show for it.
i'm listening to bjork right now. i'm still really upset, and i dont know why. which i hate, because so far this summer i havnt really been upset over anything the whole time. i honestly thought i was through the whole dramatic, awkward teenage hating the world and everyone in it, including myself. but i guess not. at least not tonight. i've been sleeping, which as many of you know has been a problem for me, ya know, like how i seemed to be immune to lack of sleep. but yeah. i was seeing a councler, and a pychiatrist, and i just stoped seeing them cause i dont feel like it.
writing this im starting to feel rage build up, well, rage is a strong word. it kinda makes me seem like the hulk or something. but anyway. i'm starting to feel really angry, and i don't know why.. i have the urge to lash out, and punch my computer. but my computer costs 1700 bucks, and i really dont want to. and i like everything in my room so i really cant, plus i dont want to wake up my parents.
but yeah, i really feel angry about being upset like this now, look what you made me do, you made me think about it. you son-of-a-bitch.
maybe i'm acting like this cause im thursty. im gonna go get a drink, then see how i feel.
-joe Current Mood: thirsty
|Wednesday, July 5th, 2006|
i like driving in cities.
it's fun when you finally have balls.
|Saturday, June 24th, 2006|
|Monday, June 5th, 2006|
RIP Tyler James "ELVIS" Wilson
I know that only a few of us met Elvis that Wednesday in Disney World, But I know that everyone that met him would never forget him. He was awsome, he made everyone smile, and gave us awsome memorys on senior trip.
I guess were not going to meet up with him this summer, and take a road trip to disney and party.
He will be missed.
Elvis had left the Building.
-joe Current Mood: depressed
|Friday, May 12th, 2006|
so i wasnt in school today. i went to the doctors today because stuff that happend last night. apparently i may have to go to the cherry hill crisis center due to paranoid, psychotic delusions. i feel a little better today then i did last night. but im still afraid.
so if you guys dont see me for a while you'll know why.
-joe Current Mood: crazy
|Monday, May 1st, 2006|
|Friday, April 21st, 2006|
you're a towel.
p.s. i took this sleeping medicine named "calms forte" im not sleeping yet, but i acctually feel like i might be able to sleep.
|Wednesday, April 19th, 2006|
|im a corporate whore
i now have a sponsored livejournal. now i can have 15 user photos. i dont even use the six i can use now. i can also upload photos, and post using the cell phone i dont have.
hooray for advertising.
i hope you are all thoroghly annoyed by my descision.
|Monday, April 10th, 2006|
sometimes at night instead of wallowing in self hatred i go on eating sprees. i really want a peanur butter sandwich, and the only bread we have is this german whole wheat. i think im gonna try it.
|Wednesday, April 5th, 2006|
i stole a sweet lcd projector from the school, they were throwing it out. so i took it... and now im watching american psycho projected onto my a white sheet i tacked to my wall.
|Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006|
man, i need to sleep.
at least tonight i can play hunters when im not sleeping.
|Tuesday, March 14th, 2006|
I am 96% Metrosexual.
Well, aren’t I fancy? Mr. Fancy Pants! People think I am very stylish… and gay. They may be right on both counts. But don’t mind them, the ladies love me, and so do I!
one point higher then erik, i would like to compare answeres. i think either "more then 10 pairs of shoes" "$50 hair cut" or "phone that matches the blender" was what gave me the advantage.